i FINALLY found the "nicest" blazer at mango. but it is a whooping $199. no choice. i cannot find anything else and i realllly dont wanna wear a dress.

do you know how hard it is to find the "just right" black pants in singapore? i went to so many shops today. they were either of the wrong material, too short, belt straps very ugly, got side pockets spoil the look, got some ugly button.. blahblahblah. its all just wrong. something is just wrong with all the black pants that i saw today. actually i only saw like 3 pairs that had the RIGHT material. but that three pairs all got something wrong with it. grrrowls!

i cannot walk in heels to save my life. i am serious. i tried on this pair of four inch pointed heels at aldo. i almost died. firstly, it is so freaking high i got scared. secondly, i cannot walk in heels to save my life. maybe cos its freaking pencil thin. i swear i think i am so fat the heels might snap! its scary!!

and you know what? thats like the nicest pair of black heels i saw in ages. and it will totally match with my blazer. but i cannot walk in heels!!! i tried another pair of 3 inch heels.. hoping that it will be better. but.. NO!! i walk like a duck/chicken/cuckoo blahblah. :(((( so far im able to walk in wedges. but why heels cannot!!! growls!!!!! i am so upset. firstly i cannot find a nice pair of black pants. just black pants only lor!! very hard meh!!!!! and then i realised today that i cannot walk in heels.

win already lor!! (dont we just love singlish.. lor.. lah..)

anywayyy. God is really amazing. so i mentioned previously that tash didnt get into chijbukittimah primary cos we had to ballot and we didnt get it? well she was on the waiting list (yes, we were the first in the list.. my sister kiasu can..) and......... we were just informed today that some child just backed out and so....... TASH IS GONNA BE AN IJ GIRL!! TASH IS GOING TO BE IN A GIRLS SCHOOL!!! (actually i also dont know whether thats something to be happy about......) amen!! i turned to shannon just now and said.. "oh no, tash is gonna be one of those ij girls with their belts below their butt.. HOW!!"

okay....... i really dont want friday to come. i have nothing to wear. only a black lovely blazer!! :(

you know how people have this like gaydar thingy? where you look at someone you kinda know whether he or she is gay or not? i swear i have this bike-dar thingy. the people that i think are/was cute... usually rides a bike. and its not like a oh-i-see-you-with-a-helmut-i-think-you're-cute kinda thingy. but more like a oh i think you're cute and the next time i see you or sth, you're holding a damn helmut! either that or you used to ride a bike.. haha. my bike-dar is so cool. and my gaydar sucks.